Whiskey

I have long occupied my head with real problems. With the possibilities and boundaries of real life. Now I have reached a point where I have started to think if such thing as real or reality even exists. The weird thing with life is that it is full of illusions, measurement is of course your own corruption. We can not own anything. We are born naked here without anything. How at all could we own anything? How at all, if once we leave we are forced to leave everything behind. Material reality is just an illusion and capital revolution is the big magician fooling most of us. I’ve come to the point where I think that if anything matters at all, it’s emotions of your life. The more you let through of yourself the more you live. Be it joy, love, hatered, amazement or bitterness, whatever. Stability or instability. So now if nut folks are unstable and reasonable folks are stable, who is the crazy one really? I am afraid that for every self aware nutcracker sitting in a  locked up room with soft walls we can count together ten or more stable beings who never experience life…
It is true I have rather strong feelings towards whiskey, not because I can drink myself dead with it. But because it reminds me something, the facinating odor when I open the bottle and take couple of deep breaths. The authentic taste which Jack has and the fire with what it burns and reminds me that I am a candle which at one day will seize to exist. Is it love? Emotion at least! Of course I love my familiy, the wife and kids and the weird tribe into which I was born, everyting! But now, new friend has arrived which seems is impatiently making room to itself in my heart. It’s my new camera. Although just a piece of technological equipment it makes me to feel somehow different when I pick it up, the moments when it has surprised me and most probably will continue to do so. But what I am trying to say? Just that everything in my hearth and head is mixed up. I love many things because they make me more lively, not because they make me somehow honorable but lively! Enjoy what you have and receive everything with gratitude, while you can, since soon enough the clock will run out.